This journey began as many do
Awaiting the call and playing the fool
The telephone rang and the words fell on my ear
I dropped to my knees and couldn't even form a tear.
You must be wrong, oh it can't be me, why must you lie? You better get it right!
The word
It pierced
C word
So fierce
I can't say the word!
Can't say the C word!
Who picks the ones, who lives who dies?
All these questions, all these whys
I don't understand, it's just not right
If I can't live then why should I fight?
Now it's been 10 years and I survived
Lost many a friend who shared my fight
I can say the word now be
Everyone Add On: Please by im-not-good-at-names, literature
Literature
Everyone Add On: Please
I am here and alive
but my presence is unknown,
I am an ever changing mass
of non existence,
I am a contradiction
fixed forever in the distance.
Look through me,
past something you
sense but do not see,
Look past me
to my backdrop,
missing what's inside.
Why am I just a sheet,
A window that no one looks through?
Am I not on my feet,
Screaming for someone to care?
Am I a just a long lost memory?
Why do think that I will forever be,
just a shadow for no one to see?
I have a name,
To you I remain nameless
I have a face,
yet I'm hidden, faceless
Grieved by disregard,
My path is aimless.
The sparkle in my eyes
Does not ex
Not so fond of self-portraits... I know what I look like in my mind and it is not what I look like in the mirror or on camera at all.
Current Residence: House deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL Favourite genre of music: Christian, Worship Music, I have ecclectic taste in style, but the lyrics have to be clean! Favourite style of art: To create... Watercolors, to enjoy... most Operating System: Windows 8, iOS 8... MP3 player of choice: ipod Shell of choice: Painted Turtle Wallpaper of choice: Pics of my kids Skin of choice: My own Favourite cartoon character: Jr. Asparagus Personal Quote: You can't be serious!
Favourite Visual Artist
Monet, Picasso
Favourite Movies
An Affair To Remember, The Princess Bride
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Cory Asbury, Jeremy Camp, Misty Edwards
Favourite Books
Bible, The Shack
Favourite Writers
Robert Frost, Herman Melville
Favourite Games
Apples to Apples
Favourite Gaming Platform
wii
Tools of the Trade
Watercolors, Canon Digital Rebel, Sanyo Xacti, Oil Pastels, markers
I've been away for a while and I'm just checking in for a bit. Since I've been away I had thousands of pics and messages that I just didn't take the time to look at, read, or comment on. I hate to not give each thing personal attention, but it was just too much. I love all those I watch and who watch me.
I've been home-schooling my kids and there are only 4 weeks left of school, so I might start creating again this summer. I moved to the opposite end of my state 4 months ago and I'm finally getting settled in my new home. I'm feeling the creative juices start to flow. Mostly I need decor for my home and I'm limited on funds, so I need
I rarely come to dA anymore. I'm taking a college class and I'm not on the computer as much as I use to be. When I am on and log in to dA for some reason the server kicks me off a lot and I can't stand wasting time waiting for pages to load. If you visit my page, I hope you enjoy it. I love the way dA inspires me, but I let my subscription expire when I couldn't even read my messages without waiting 5 minutes to load that page after being rejected multiple times first. I've enjoyed the friendships I've made here and will check on you guys now and again when the darn site is merciful. I can browse elsewhere without trouble, so whatever!
I have chosen to spend a lot less time on dA lately and now to minimize my computer time completely to spend the last of the summer with my kids as much as possible. My youngest will be in kindergarten in the fall. I just want to be more attentive. Each dA visit for me is like at least an hour of my time because I love reading everyone's journals and seeing their incredible work, but for now my kids take #1. :heart:
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